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OPEN TO GRATITUDE

11/19/2023

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First Congregational Church of Cheshire
November 19, 2023 – Thanksgiving and Consecration Sunday
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
Luke 17:11-19
 
On the way to Jerusalem Jesus was going through the region between Samaria and Galilee. As he entered a village, ten lepers approached him. Keeping their distance, they called out, saying, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!” When he saw them, he said to them, “Go and show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went, they were made clean. Then one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice. He prostrated himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked him. And he was a Samaritan. Then Jesus asked, “Were not ten made clean? But the other nine, where are they? Was none of them found to return and give praise to God except this foreigner?” Then he said to him, “Get up and go on your way; your faith has made you well.”
 
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Next week, I will spend four days at the Episcopal Monastery of the Holy Cross on the banks of the Hudson River.  I’ve been going there for years now, and count it as one of my favorite places, anywhere.
 
At Holy Cross, I have done both silent and guided retreats.  One of those was on the physicality of prayer.  In other words, how you use your body when you pray.  Another one was on the feminine aspects of the divine, a topic I have a long-standing interest in.  But the most memorable guided retreat was the one I did on writing an icon - which is how one refers to the process of painting one.  You “write” an icon. 
 
In addition to the history and theology of iconography, we learned technique.  I learned that despite their vibrant appearance, icons are made up of layers and layers of very thin, watery paint.  And because the layers are thin, it takes a long time to write an icon and requires a great deal of patience – which is actually one of the main points.  That repetitious action, done over a long period of time, is supposed to free your mind and open you soul.  Icon writing is a form of prayer; a way to make space for God.  
 
Well, I can tell you that in the beginning, the exact opposite happened to me.  I was worried about not knowing how to paint.  I was self-conscious and sure that others would do better than I did.  I wondered what had ever possessed me to sign up for such an experience.  But eventually, as the hours and days wore on, that slow, deliberate repetition began to open something up inside of me.  It made space.  The light got in.  And I began to change.
 
Here is what I mean by that. One day, I was in the monastery chapel, listening to the monks chant the Psalms, which usually would bored me stiff, when suddenly I was vividly conscious of being part of the great sweep of Jewish and Christian history and devotion.  Later when I was sitting quietly with the other participants in the common room, reading my book and sipping a cup of tea, I was suddenly connected to everyone there – and the communion of saints made sense to me for the very first time.  Over delicious meals, I was somehow wide awake to the taste and smell and feel of the food in a new way.  And what’s more, I was aware of the food becoming fuel in my body.  It was almost mystical.  And all of that openness made me feel alive.  And all of that aliveness made me feel deep GRATITUDE.  I remember walking around the monastery grounds giddy, just for being alive. 
 
I wish I didn’t need a monastery and an icon writing class to hook more easily into that kind of transformative gratitude. But the truth is that we are all so busy and frantic and stressful that we need something out of the ordinary to make us slow down long enough to be open so that gratitude can get in.  
 
Jesus was on his way to Jerusalem, where he would be tried and executed.  On his way, Luke says that Jesus passed through the region between Samaria and Galilee, which is a strange thing to report since it wasn’t really on the way to Jerusalem.  But circuitous routes are so often where the Holy Spirit does her best work.
 
Jesus entered a village where he encountered ten lepers.  And from a distance they began to cry out, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!”  And mercy is exactly what they needed.  They lived desperate lives, sequestered on the outskirts of town.  Everyone was afraid of catching what they had.  Everyone believed they deserved it, because everyone believed that illness was a punishment from God. 
 
It’s interesting that Luke does not describe the moment of their dramatic healing.  Instead, Luke says that Jesus simply told them to go show themselves to the priest to verify their healing.  And Luke writes that as they wentthey were made clean.  In other words, it was in their movement, in putting feet on their faith, that they were transformed. 
 
Now I imagine that when they realized what had happened to them, they were overcome.  And I imagine that adrenaline kicked in and that they ran as fast as they could toward their restored lives.  They ran to the priest.  And they ran home and embraced their children.  They sat down to a meal with their extended families.  They slept in tangled with their spouses.  Oh, I would have run back home too.  I would have never looked back, for fear that it was all too good to be true. 
 
But one of them did.  One of them actually stopped and paused.  This one, turned around and looked for Jesus.  And Luke reports that, understanding what had happened to him and who had made it possible, he began to praise God with a loud voice and prostrated himself at Jesus’s feet and thanked him.  And then Luke adds this explosive throwaway line: “And he was a Samaritan.”
 
And here the story loses all sentimentality we might heap upon it, and it becomes subversive, because everyone hated Samaritans.  In a modern retelling, Jesus might say that the one who returned to give thanks was a Muslim Uber driver or an undocumented restaurant worker or a bullied transgender teen.  Like those folks, Samaritans were despised because they were the wrong kind of people.  But Luke makes this double outcast – a Samaritan and a leper – the hero of the story.  
 
Then Jesus said something rather odd.  Maybe it was tongue in cheek; said with a twinkle in his eye: “Where are the other nine?  Is it only this foreigner who has returned to give thanks and praise?”  Then he looked at the restored man and said: “Get up, sir.  Go on now, and enjoy your life, sir.  Your faith has made you well, sir.”
 
“Your faith has made you well.”  And at this point, Jesus was no longer just talking about the man’s physical healing because the Greek word for “well” changed to “sozo” implying not just physical health, but overall wholeness, completion, salvation. So, what had changed in this man between his healing and his running back to Jesus that saved him?  It was gratitude, given space to grow because he stopped and considered the source of the gift.
 
I think I got a little of that “sozo” myself when I wrote my icon of the Angel Gabriel; and as I sat in the chapel and listened to the ancient Psalms, and tasted every morsel of food, and was astonished by the sunrise over the Hudson.   I was open to gratitude.  
 
You don’t need a trip to a monastery to learn to be open to the miracles that surround us.  You just have to slow down and stop long enough to see them.  – So, let’s try.  Take a look around at this incredibly beautiful room, imbued as it is, with the spiritual energy of 200 years of human joy and sorrow: thousands of baptisms and weddings and funerals; thousands of hymns and sermons and prayers.  Isn’t that something?  - And if you felt any gratitude for that, we just added a layer of paint to our icons.
 
And then there are the people in this room right now: to your right and to your left, behind you and in front of you.  There is the soft sound of their breathing, and the rhythm of their hearts; the vibrant color of the clothing, the dreams and hopes and wishes inside each of these children of God.  And if that makes you thankful, we then, there’s another layer.  
 
And let’s pause for just a moment to consider that somehow this congregation weathered the storm called Covid so much better than most.  We are still strong and vibrant and hopeful about our future, and about this church’s ministry to people outside our walls.  And there’s another layer.  
 
And now let’s think of all those who will come after us; who will stand on our shoulders; who will think of us and be grateful that we were here; that we were generous; that we laid a foundation for this congregation’s 4thcentury of service for Jesus Christ.  And we layer on more love and more hope and more faith and more gratitude, until lo and behold, we too have created a thing of beauty; an icon of gratitude to the One whose faithfulness is new every morning. 
 
Thanks be to God.  Amen.
 
 

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THE J WORD

11/12/2023

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THE J WORD
Sunday, November 12, 2023
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
Amos 5:18-24
 
Alas for you who desire the day of the Lord! Why do you want the day of the Lord? It is darkness, not light; as if someone fled from a lion, and was met by a bear; or went into the house and rested a hand against the wall, and was bitten by a snake. Is not the day of the Lord darkness, not light, and gloom with no brightness in it?
I hate, I despise your festivals, and I take no delight in your solemn assemblies. Even though you offer me your burnt offerings and grain offerings, I will not accept them; and the offerings of well-being of your fatted animals I will not look upon. Take away from me the noise of your songs; I will not listen to the melody of your harps. But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an everflowing stream.
 
 
 
When I was seventeen, my mother told me it was time to get a job.  And so, I did – as a dishwasher in a Sambo’s Restaurant.  My next job was a few steps up the social ladder.  I even had to wear a shirt and tie to work.  That was the uniform for all the bag boys at the local IGA supermarket.  But there was another job I had at that same time which was by far better than either of the others.  And that was cleaning my dad’s church – every Saturday.  
 
I loved that job for all kinds of reasons.  First of all, unlike the other two, this was a solo job.  There were no demanding customers, no dirty dishes, no annoying bosses.  But more than that, I loved this job because of where it was.  You see, I just really liked being in church.
 
I guess that’s why I’m still hanging around all these years later!  I still like church.  I like being in church with all of you.  I love this room.  I love what we do in this room; this sanctuary away from the rush and hurry and worry of our daily lives.
 
And if you’re here today, then I suspect that you like church too.  Maybe you enjoy the physicality of it all; the sense of community and belonging.  Or maybe you connect to the rhythm of the church year.  Or maybe it’s the liturgy or the sacraments or the music.  Or maybe you’re just here for the free donuts.
 
Whatever your reason, going to church makes us increasingly the odd ducks of American society.  We might like it here, but more and more and more of our neighbors don’t.
 
For decades now, the American church has been in a steady decline that shows no signs of abating.  And Covid certainly didn’t help.  Here’s a case in point: in 1957, when our denomination, the United Church of Christ was founded, it had almost 2.2 million members.  Today there are only 745,000 – a 66% decline in 66 years.  Closer to home, the city of New Haven, founded by and once a bastion of Congregational Christianity, now has a total Congregational church membership of just 346 people between its five surviving congregations. 
 
And it’s not just our brand of Christianity that is struggling.  Churches of all stripes, high and low, liberal and conservative are hemorrhaging members and shuttering buildings.   Some of the most fabled churches in this land are shadows of what they used to be.  And I, for one, mourn the decline of this institution that I love and that has done so much to nourish me.
 
That being the case, you have to wonder why on earth I chose the Amos passage from today’s lectionary selections!  Old Amos is not for the faint of heart!  And Amos seems to have an especially sharp ax to grind against worship.  Amos writes this on God’s behalf: “I hate, I despise your festivals, and I take no delight in your solemn assemblies. Even though you offer me your burnt offerings and grain offerings, I will not accept them... Take away from me the noise of your songs; I will not listen to the melody of your harps.” 
 
So just who was this harbinger of doom named Amos?  Well, he hadn’t gone to seminary, that’s for sure!  And he didn’t come from the right kind of family, that’s for sure.  You see, all the best prophets came from a family of professional prophets.  You were a prophet because your father was a prophet and your grandfather was a prophet.  But Amos, well, he was a sheep herder and grew figs.  Besides all that, he wasn’t even local.  Amos was from the Southern Kingdom of Judah, but had wandered across the border to prophesy in the Northern Kingdom of Israel.  So, he was a double-outsider: not from the right kind of family, and not from here.  
 
But there he was, predicting doom; there he was criticizing their worship services, even though everything seemed to be going just fine.  And the other prophets called him on it.  “Look around,” they said.  “The economy has never been better.  Our armies are the best.  The king’s treasury is full.  And gee whiz, have you been to our worship services?  Even God must be impressed!”  
 
But that’s the thing: God wasn’t impressed.  In fact, it was their worship that was indicative of the much deeper spiritual issue that infected the whole society.  And that is an age-old problem that accounts for why some people look at what we do here on Sundays and say, “No thanks.”  
 
You see, in Amos’s day, worship was all beauty and glory, processions and music.  But outside, it was all misery and want.  Historians tells us that when Amos prophesied, the division between the haves and the have nots was at its widest.  The king’s treasury might have been full.  But the people’s bellies were empty.  And yet the worship continued as if all was well.  And so, the prophet spoke.
 
In his 1963 “I Have a Dream” speech, the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. quoted Amos in order to make the same point.  After detailing the intense and systematic suffering of people of color in what was then a very go-to-church-on-Sunday country, Dr. King declared: “We will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.”  In other words, Dr. King called upon the people of this country to connect their worship to the way they lived their lives.  He understood that worship alone has never changed the society.  But when worship and justice meet; when they are seen not as two disparate things but as one holy thing, then the Kingdom of God has come near to us.  
 
Now I know that “the J word,” has become a politically dangerous word.  But I don’t really want to really get into that because I am not a politician and this is not a political rally.  This is worship and I am a preacher and my only duty is to interpret this book as best as I can.  So, here’s my best shot: in the Bible, justice is most often defined as equity for the poor and freedom for the oppressed.  It is about a better life for the least, the last, and the lost.  In his very first sermon, Jesus said that he came into the world to bring good news to the poor and freedom for the oppressed.  (Luke 4:18).  So, the question before us is, how do we follow in his footsteps?  
 
Well, contrary to what some churches preach, it is not by identifying our faith with any particular political movement or ideology. Frankly, that’s idolatry – making God into our image.  And it’s not by assuming that we have to solve all the problems of the world.  Remember that even Jesus didn’t feed every hungry person or heal every sick person.  But he did react to what was in front of him.  It was local.  And when he got tired or frustrated or confused, he withdrew to pray.  And there it is – the whole thing that Amos was preaching about – that vital connection between worship and justice.  
 
Which brings me back to why I love church.  Worship reminds me of what is true and good and holy.  Worship reminds me that everyone born is a child of the Most High God.  Worship primes the pump for what Amos called the ever-flowing waters of justice and righteousness.  That’s why what happens in this room is so important.  Worship fills us up so that we might pour ourselves out.  And just about the time we feel empty; just when we have given our last cup of cold water to someone who is thirsty, we gather in this room once more to remember our salvation.  We gather to sing the praises of the One whose love never fails.  We laugh and eat and embrace.  We splash around in the grace of God.  And then, we take that grace back out the doors – until the whole world becomes a sanctuary, and praise is found on every tongue. 


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AND SO WE SING

11/5/2023

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All Saint’s Sunday, November 5, 2023
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
Revelation 7:9-17
 
After this I looked, and there was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, robed in white, with palm branches in their hands. They cried out in a loud voice, saying, “Salvation belongs to our God who is seated on the throne, and to the Lamb!” And all the angels stood around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures, and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, singing, “Amen! Blessing and glory and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor and power and might be to our God forever and ever! Amen.”
 
Then one of the elders addressed me, saying, “Who are these, robed in white, and where have they come from?” I said to him, “Sir, you are the one that knows.” Then he said to me, “These are they who have come out of the great ordeal; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. For this reason they are before the throne of God, and worship him day and night within his temple, and the one who is seated on the throne will shelter them. They will hunger no more, and thirst no more; the sun will not strike them, nor any scorching heat; for the Lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of the water of life, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”
 
 
 
Long ago, late at night, I turned on the car radio to stay awake and was suddenly spellbound by music I had never heard before.  It was Górecki’s Symphony No. 3 or “Symphony of Sorrowful Songs” featuring soprano Dawn Upshaw.  That music took me on a journey, from sorrow to joy, from unknowing to revelation.  When it was concluded, the announcer said it was the most popular piece of classical music in the world that year, selling more than a million copies.   That was the first of many listenings for me.  And all these years later, the music still moves me profoundly.  
 
The book of Revelation is another kind of music, also full of yearning.  But it’s strange to our ears because it’s the kind of music we don’t listen to anymore.  We don’t understand much of its apocalyptic imagery, its strange cast of characters, its odd vocabulary.  Yet it retains a certain power because it serves as a bridge between the painful reality of this present moment and our fondest hopes for a world made right.  
 
The original recipients of this strange prophecy were the early Christians of Asia Minor, in modern day Turkey. They were suffering an intense persecution because they insisted that Jesus Christ was Lord and therefore, the emperor was not.  That was the highest form of treason in a society that worshipped the emperor.  And because of that, some of these early Christians had been martyred.  Others, fearing a similar fate, had defected.  And those still standing were on the verge of losing all hope.  
 
But one day a prophet named John, who had been exiled as a political prisoner, sent them a letter about a vision he had concerning how their story and the human story ends.   To these people in pain and from a man in pain, John declared that the human story ends in hope.  And not some sentimental notion that everything will somehow be all right in the end.  The book of Revelation is a full-throated aria about God’s ability to conquer death and right the world.  - And even though we do not know how that can be in a world as senseless and violent as this one; somehow that message calls to us like a siren song.  It repeats the refrain that life is more than this and that we are destined for something good and beautiful and holy.  That message calls to us, even though it makes no logical sense.
 
In his book The Tacit Dimension author Michael Polanyi writes about something called tacit knowledge, that is that knowledge that is difficult to transfer to another person by means of writing it down or verbalizing it.  Polanyi writes: “I shall reconsider human knowledge by starting from the fact that we can know more than we can tell.”  
 
We can know more than we can tell.  And so, when words fail, as they so often do, we turn to music with its ability to unlock hope and joy and ecstasy and meaning even in the face of death.
 
In 1995 my friend Richard was dying of AIDS.  Richard was Jewish and not particularly religious, but his approaching death made him introspective.  He started to ponder the meaning of his life and what might come for him after death.  And as he did, he began to pepper me with questions like: what did I think happened to people when they died?  Was heaven real?  Did I think he would go there if he took his life before the disease did?  
 
Now maybe you think that a pastor does or should have all the answers to those questions.  But death has a way of leaving all of us speechless before its mystery.  
 
One day, when I was thinking about Richard and his questions, I suddenly had a strong and unbidden thought: I should lend him my copy of the Symphony of Sorrowful Songs.  I had this sense that the music might speak to him in ways that I could not.  
 
A few weeks later, when he gave it back to me, he told me that he had wept most of the way through it, finally allowing himself to grieve his early death and all those things he would never get to do.  He told me that he had found in that ethereal music a strange kind of comfort.  He told me that the music spoke to him.  And I remember that Richard now seemed at peace, in a way he had not been before.  And all these years later, I am convinced that the music made a bridge for him between the present and what he hoped for; between what he knew and what he could tell.
 
On this day when remember all those whom we have loved and have gone before us, music allows us to connect with a knowing; truth that is beyond our ability to tell it.  And thus, it has always been.  Saint John said it like this in the book of Revelation: “And all the angels stood around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures, and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, singing…”
 
We do know more than we can tell.  And so, we hope.  And so, we yearn.  And so, we sing.  


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