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​WHILE IT WAS STILL DARK

3/31/2024

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Easter Sunday, March 31, 2024
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
John 20:1-18
 
Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, “They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.” Then Peter and the other disciple set out and went toward the tomb. The two were running together, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent down to look in and saw the linen wrappings lying there, but he did not go in. Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb. He saw the linen wrappings lying there, and the cloth that had been on Jesus’ head, not lying with the linen wrappings but rolled up in a place by itself. Then the other disciple, who reached the tomb first, also went in, and he saw and believed; for as yet they did not understand the scripture, that he must rise from the dead. Then the disciples returned to their homes.
 
But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” Jesus said to her, “Mary!” She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni!” (which means Teacher). Jesus said to her, “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’” Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”; and she told them that he had said these things to her.
 
 
The easiest of the three is the Sunrise Service.  It’s easy because standing, outside, in the cold, means that no one really expects much of anything from the ministers other than coordinating the service with the sunrise – which is sort of the whole point.  No sermon, no elaborate liturgy.  Just the sun in its course.  Easy peezy.   
 
Then there is the 8 am service, the middle child of Easter Sunday.  This (That) one is sort of like a dress rehearsal for the much larger and far more boisterous 10 am service.  True, at 8 am there is glorious music and I am certainly going to preach, but the expectations are more manageable.  Folks at 8 am are still a little sleepy, a little more content with a smaller and more subdued production.  Yes, we still proclaim “Christ is risen” but just not too loudly.  
 
But if the Sunrise Service has few expectations, and the 8 am is content to be more subdued, the 10 am service might as well be opening night on Broadway.  The pressure is really on.  At the 10 am service, with a church full of people, that music better be spectacular, those flowers better be vibrant, and the sermon – well, the sermon needs to tie up all this Resurrection business in a neat and mildly entertaining package, delivered in fifteen minutes… or less.  Not so easy peezy. In fact, it makes Christmas Eve seem like kid’s stuff. 
 
Even so, I do love Easter.  It is, by far, my favorite Sunday of the year.  And I always want it to be spectacular!  I want everything to be perfect.  I want the sun to shine and the daffodils to have opened.  I want 1500 butterflies and trumpets and organ and choir.  I do want opening night on Broadway.  And I bet some of you do too.  
 
It’s funny what we have come to expect of Easter, considering that on that first Easter Sunday, the total attendance at church that day was two, if you don’t count the angels.  And the sanctuary, well, it was a cemetery.  And all the action happened while it was still dark.  
 
While it was still dark… those are perhaps the most important words ever recorded about this day.  Because none of it makes any sense outside the context of deep darkness.  
 
While it was still dark, a woman named Mary Magdalene traveled, all by herself, to a graveyard.  In John’s version, she carried no spices.  Instead, she came empty-handed, except, of course, for her broken dreams, her broken heart, and her raw grief.  
 
And you know the story.  When she got there, the stone that covered the mouth of the tomb was somehow rolled away.  And the body of Jesus was missing.  
 
So, Mary Magdalene ran to get Peter and John.  She woke them up with this wild tale.  They followed her and found it just as she had said.  And then they did what all brave men do.  They went back home and went back to bed.  They left Mary, a woman of that time and place, all by herself, in a cemetery, while it was still dark.
 
Imagine, if you can, her grief, loneliness, and despair.  Something inside of her broke.  And she wept and she wept and she wept, until her grief literally doubled her over.  And that’s when she saw them - strangers in the tomb who asked her what was wrong.  We call them angels.  But that’s just hindsight.  For Mary, they were just people who might know where the body of Jesus was.  
 
And then another man appeared, while it as still dark.  Mary mistook him for the gardener.  Maybe he knew where Jesus was.  “If you know, sir, tell me, and I will go and take the body away myself.”  As if she could.  It was a moment of pure despair and darkness.  
 
And then the stranger spoke.  “Mary,” he said.  And even though it was still dark, she suddenly saw everything clearly.  And she cried out: “Rabbouni” meaning “My dear, dear Rabbi!”  
 
And no one else saw a thing.  And no one else heard his voice.  And no one else held onto his body.  And that makes that first Easter a singular and private and deeply personal event.  And thus, it has always been.  Churches full of people and glorious music and inspiring words can never prove the Resurrection to anyone.  Because the Resurrection is not something to be believed.  It is an experience of the living Jesus… and so often in the darkest part of our lives.   
 
The question of this day is not now nor has it ever been: “Do you believe in the Resurrection?”  The question of this day is: “Have you ever experienced the Risen Christ?”
 
Well, Mary did.  And it changed her whole life.  This woman who was not believed by her friends went from being a disciple (one who follows Jesus) to being an apostle (one who is sent by Jesus).  And even though the patriarchy has tried to humiliate her and hide her witness under centuries of misrepresentations about who she really was, the fact remains that we gather here today because she once dared to proclaim what she had experienced: “I have seen the Lord.”  
 
Peter and John did not, at least on that morning.  And so, according to the Gospel of John, “they did not understand the Scripture, that he must rise from the dead.”  Well, how could they since they had not yet seen him.  And how can we, unless we too have seen him in the brilliant disguises he so often wears.  
 
The phone rang in the middle of the night.  That is never a good thing.  It was the call we had been dreading, informing us that Marcos’s mother had died.  And so, we got up, while it was still dark, to get ready for the long journey to Brazil to lay her to rest.  Death is a very busy business.  And there were clothes to pack and airline tickets to purchase and bosses to inform.  
 
We worked all night and into the next morning.  Sometime late in the morning, the intercom rang.  We weren’t expecting anyone, but I buzzed them in without asking who it was.  It was a friend from church, who had somehow heard this news.  He didn’t have much to say.  Death so often leaves us speechless.  But just before he left, he handed me a fistful of cash and said: “It’s not much, but we hope it helps.”  And then he was gone.
 
And there it was, in a wad of crumpled twenties, a promise that we would not traverse that valley of the shadow of death alone.  And there it was, that presence that knew our names.   And there it was, hope, rising like the dawn.  
 
Skeptics might scoff.  Others might dismiss it as a simple act of friendship.  But not for me.  For me, in that moment, I knew the Risen Christ.  And all these years later, I can stand here today, without irony or metaphor, and proclaim, with the Apostle Mary, “I have seen the Lord.”
 


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​THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST

3/17/2024

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​Sunday, March 17, 2024 – Lent 5
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
John 12:20-33
 
Now among those who went up to worship at the festival were some Greeks. They came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, and said to him, “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.” Philip went and told Andrew; then Andrew and Philip went and told Jesus. Jesus answered them, “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. Very truly, I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. Those who love their life lose it, and those who hate their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me, and where I am, there will my servant be also. Whoever serves me, the Father will honor.
 
“Now my soul is troubled. And what should I say—‘Father, save me from this hour’? No, it is for this reason that I have come to this hour. Father, glorify your name.” Then a voice came from heaven, “I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again.” The crowd standing there heard it and said that it was thunder. Others said, “An angel has spoken to him.” Jesus answered, “This voice has come for your sake, not for mine. Now is the judgment of this world; now the ruler of this world will be driven out. And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” He said this to indicate the kind of death he was to die.
 
 
When did Jesus know that he was Jesus?  When did he understand that he was the Christ?  Did he understand it at all?
 
This was a topic of discussion raised at last week’s sermon talk-back session.   And when the question was raised, I chuckled because I knew that no one knows the answer, even if they claim that they do.  It’s one of those questions that goes back to the beginning of the church - and has been the subject of a good many church fights.  
 
Underneath that question - when did Jesus know that he was Jesus - is a much larger question.  Because what we are really talking about is the nature of the Incarnation.  In other words, how is it that Jesus of Nazareth is both fully human and fully divine at the same time?  Now we say that “Jesus was both human and divine” rather casually, like we say “Pass the salt.”  But when push comes to shove, what on earth does it mean to say such a thing?
 
It’s a very hard question to answer because the equation – fully human and fully divine – defies logic.  So, Christians, since the beginning, have tended to favor one side of Jesus over the other.  Either he was just a very good man who said some very wise things, or he was a divine superhero who can vanquish anything.  
 
I think that most of the time, the church has tended to favor the divinity of Jesus.  It’s just easier that way.  He fills a bill because we humans need our heroes.  And besides that, who wants a Savior who woke up on the wrong side of the bed or who cooked a bad meal or who had a stomach virus?  And so, we talk far more about a Jesus who did miracles, and had a direct line of communication with the Almighty, and who even vanquished death, making him the ultimate superhero.  
 
This tendency to favor the divinity of Jesus over his humanity goes back to the beginning.  In the 2nd century there was a group of Christians called the Gnostics.   They loved Jesus, but they just could not deal with his humanity.  And so, they declared that Jesus was not really human at all.  Instead, he only appeared to be human; he only appeared to have a body because how on earth could the divine be tainted with humanness?  It made no logical sense.  Well, the Gnostics lost the argument, and were eventually declared heretics.  Their theology was consigned to the dusty pages of history.  – Or was it?  Because I think that some of their influence lives on in our discomfort with a fully human Jesus.  
 
Back in 1998, a very controversial film entitled The Last Temptation of Christ was released.  And boy, oh boy, did that film ever push some religious buttons!  Why?  Because it dared to portray the humanity of Jesus in an unvarnished fashion.  The Jesus of this film was deeply human and, at times, deeply troubled.  And his so-called last temptation was a hallucination he had while dying on the Cross, in which he imagined what his life might have been like had he married Mary Magdalene and raised a family.  
 
Under intense pressure, Blockbuster Video (remember them?) would not carry it.  People burned copies of the film in public displays of religious fervor.  Whole groups of Christians were forbidden from viewing such blasphemy.  These were people who would not entertain a Jesus who had doubts and fears, who felt love and desire, and who wondered where the road not taken might have led.  
 
Today’s Gospel lesson presents a Jesus in which divinity and humanity are mixed together and on full display.  In this story, we see a Jesus who is both directly connected to his Father in heaven, and a Jesus who is frantic and unfocused and emotional.  
 
Jesus and his disciples were in Jerusalem for the Festival of the Passover.  And by this time in his life, his fame had grown to the extent that he was recognized in public.  Some Greek pilgrims had heard that Jesus was there and they wanted to talk to him.  So, they went to Phillip, who, apparently was in charge of scheduling; who then went to Andrew, the social secretary.  And together, they went to Jesus to ask if he would see if he would grant an audience with the Greeks.  
 
But it was as if Jesus never even heard the question, because he doesn’t answer at all. Instead, in a seeming non-sequitur, Jesus speaks of dark and foreboding things.  He makes an odd reference to wheat falling into the ground and dying before it rises as something new.  He says that we have to hate our lives in order to find real life.  And then, in a pivotal moment, Jesus cries out: “Now is my soul troubled.”  Then the Voice of God speaks to him.  Then Jesus speaks of judgment and crosses and salvation.  
 
Notice that there are no neat categories here.  Divinity and humanity are not parsed and separated.  Instead, it is all a heady mix of feelings and emotions and thoughts all battling for attention.  
 
It is because of passages like this one, and the one we read from the book of Hebrews today, that I have long since given up the idea that the passion of the Christ was only about the Cross.  It seems to me that the passion of the Christ was about the whole of his life, as he tried to understand who he was and who God is and what was expected of him and how it all was supposed to work together.  And it was that experience of life – his love and tears and fears and hopes and dreams and disappointments and faith – that saves us.  Because it is God with us.  God among us.  God as one of us.  
 
On a beautiful day last week, I took a walk over to Hillside Cemetery “to visit the ancestors,” as I like to say.  I especially wanted to pay my respects to the Rev. and Mrs. Samuel Hall, the founders of this congregation.  After I had spent a little time with the Halls, I wandered around some other parts of the old cemetery I had not been to before.  In that wandering, I came across a very large marker with the name “Bristol” on it.  I didn’t realize it at first, but I was actually on the backside of that stone.  And so, it was the children’s names that I saw first.  There was Lucy, who tragically died when she was two; and Edward who only lived to be seven; and then there was Edwin who made it all the way to nine.  Then I rounded the marker and saw the names of the parents: Jesse, the father, who died at forty-one.  But it was the mother’s name that really grabbed my attention.  Her name was Fanny, and she lived to be seventy-six.  And then it struck me that Fanny had lived long enough to bury her whole family.  And then Fanny lived without all of them for four more decades.  And I thought about her grief and I thought about this passage and I wondered: did Fanny Bristol need a Savior who was a superhero, who was always in control?  Or did Fanny Bristol need a Savior, who was, in the words of the prophet Isaiah, “a man of sorrow who was acquainted with grief.”[1]
 
I do believe in the divinity of Jesus.  But I connect with and trust his blessed humanity.  Because in his humanity, Jesus knows first-hand the pain of loneliness and of being misunderstood.  He experienced deep disappointment and burning anger.  He understands the nagging regret of “what might have been.” He knows the sting of bullies and the fear of tyrants and the awful silence of God.  And he knows what it’s like to die.  
 
And therein lies his power to save someone like me.  Because it is in his humanity that we see ourselves.  And it is in his divinity, that we hope for what yet might be.
 
So, blessed be the Son of Man.  And blessed be the Eternal Christ.  And blessed be the Cross, where all things come together.  
 
 


[1] Isaiah 53:3

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​A CROSS-SHAPED FAITH

3/10/2024

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Sunday, March 10, 2024 – Lent 4
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
John 3:1-17
 
Now there was a Pharisee named Nicodemus, a leader of the Jews. He came to Jesus by night and said to him, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do apart from the presence of God.” Jesus answered him, “Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.” Nicodemus said to him, “How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother’s womb and be born?” Jesus answered, “Very truly, I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God without being born of water and Spirit. What is born of the flesh is flesh, and what is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not be astonished that I said to you, ‘You must be born from above.’ The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” Nicodemus said to him, “How can these things be?” Jesus answered him, “Are you a teacher of Israel, and yet you do not understand these things? “Very truly, I tell you, we speak of what we know and testify to what we have seen; yet you do not receive our testimony. If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? No one has ascended into heaven except the one who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life. “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.“ Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.
 
 
Part of maturing is being able to accept where you came from without necessarily being defined by it now.  It’s being able to see the good in things that, in your youth, might have embarrassed you.  And that pretty much describes my relationship to country music.  I don’t listen to it, but I was definitely shaped by it.  It didn’t play in our house when I was growing up, but it was in the air all the time.  Especially at church; especially at the Sunday evening service.  We went to church twice on Sundays, and the evening service was the more relaxed and spontaneous of the two.  On Sunday evening anyone, at all, could rise and go to the front to sing a “special” song.  It was sort of like a Jesus-centered country and western variety show!  
 
The other day I thought of one of those songs that was sometimes sung on Sunday nights.  And so, I googled it.  And sure enough, there was a video of the late country music star George Jones, singing it.  It’s called “Me and Jesus.” And the refrain is like this: 
“Well, me and Jesus, we got our own thing going.  Me and Jesus, we got it all worked out.  Me and Jesus, we got our own thing going.  We don’t need anybody to tell us what it’s all about.”[1]
 
Well, despite myself, there I was in my church office, tapping my toes and clapping my hands and singing along.  (It’s a very catchy tune.)
 
I guess that song was on my mind because it seems the perfect summation of how today’s Gospel lesson was interpreted in my childhood church, and continues to be interpreted by millions of our fellow Christians today. It is the Christian faith as completely vertical: me and Jesus.  It is the Christian faith as something private and exclusive: me and Jesus.  And we don’t need any of you to tell us what it’s all about. 
 
The best-known verse of this passage, John 3:16, can easily lend itself to a vertical interpretation of the faith.  “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, so that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life.”   
 
That was the first verse of Scripture I ever memorized as a child.  And I still remember how my Sunday School teacher encouraged us to substitute our own names into this verse, making mine read like this: “For God so loved Jimmy Campbell that he gave his only begotten Son so that if Jimmy believed in him, he should not perish but have everlasting life.”  
 
Putting my name in that verse had a profound effect on the way I understood God’s love.  It made it intensely personal: me and Jesus.  And there is a profound truth in that.  Because our relationship with Jesus is intensely personal.  God loves you personally.  And if the church ever forgets to proclaim that basic message of the love of God in Christ, then we have lost our way.
 
But this rather exclusive focus on me and Jesus also has some unintended negative effects.  It can lead to a religion that is intensely self-centered, doctrinaire, rigid, and disconnected from everyone and everything else.  
 
Nicodemus, a Pharisee, was intrigued by Jesus and so, had come under the cover of darkness to talk theology.  But Nicodemus was in for a very frustrating conversation.  And he was especially perplexed by this talk of being born again or born from above – what sounds like a very vertical experience. 
 
Despite Nicodemus’s confusion, Jesus doesn’t get hung up in trying to explain it.  In fact, Jesus says it’s hard to pin down, like the wind blowing where it will.  But like the wind blowing where it will, you can see the effects of it - like the wind in the trees.   And what it looks like, Jesus said, is sacrificial love.  It is to gain a clear vision of what God loves.  And what God loves, according to John 3:16, is the whole world; the cosmos, as the Greek says.  And the cosmos is everything: the fireflies and fish, the mountains and lakes, the stardust and the swirling planets, and me and you and everyone born.  
 
Now that is a lovely idea… for God.  I’m OK with the butterflies and bees, but am I really supposed to love everyone?  Are we really supposed to work for the good of all – including our enemies?  Are we really supposed to pour out our lives in the service of others?   
 
Maybe that’s why we revert back so quickly to an exclusively vertical faith.  It doesn’t really ask much of us – just a quick mental assent about Jesus for a one-way ticket to heaven.  “… so that whoever believes in him will not perish but have everlasting life.”  Me and Jesus. What a deal!
 
Except… that the Gospel never defines faith as mental assent.  We say that.  The Gospel never asks us to have all the “right” beliefs about Jesus.  Faith is not signing on some doctrinal dotted line.  And it has little to do with the function of our brains.  
 
Another way to translate this word “believe” is “trust.”  “… so that whosoever trusts in Jesus shall not perish, but have eternal life.”  And that is faith defined as relationship.  And a relationship of trust with Jesus invites us into relationship with everything else.  So yes, to be born from above is about me and Jesus.  But it’s also about me and the whole wide world.  And that makes it a cross-shaped faith.  
 
I don’t think I ever knew anyone who understood the cross-shaped faith better than my late friend Walter.  Walter was a member of my congregation in New York, who also served as president of the board.  Walter had lived all over the world.  And Walter had absorbed many cultures and languages, including those of Africa, where his ancestors had come from.  
 
Walter was especially in love with the African concept of Ubuntu.  It is a philosophy or a way of seeing the world and everything in it as essentially interconnected.  Ubuntu is loosely translated as: “I am because we are.”  And that’s exactly how Walter saw the world.  And that is how Walter saw his relationship with Jesus – as connecting him to everyone else; faith as community, as relationship.  
 
During my time as his pastor, Walter was diagnosed with a terminal illness.  He was given six months to live but Walter lived for more than two years.  
 
I walked with him on that journey.  And just a few days before he died, I sat beside his bed, and really struggled to have much to say in the face of death.  Besides that, at this point, Walter was mostly non-verbal and I wasn’t sure if he could even here me anymore. But when it was time to go, I prayed with Walter.  And somewhere in that prayer, I reminded him that Jesus had promised to never leave him, never forsake him.  And when I said that bit, Walter, rallied for a moment and let out a cry was both relief and joy.  And he looked at me and clearly said, “Thank you.”    
 
It was a moment infused with the power of the Holy Spirit.  And at first, it seemed to be all about Walter and Jesus.  But it was more than that.  It was also about me and Jesus.  And it was about me and Walter.  And it was about Walter, and me, and Jesus.  In fact, it was about Walter, and me, and Jesus, and all of you, and the whole wide world – a communion of saints.  And it was as close as I have ever come to a foretaste of that everlasting kind of life that has been promised to us all.  


[1] Music and lyrics by Tom Hall

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