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HEARING VOICES

1/21/2024

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Sunday, January 21, 2024 - Epiphany 3
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
Jonah 3:1-10
 
The word of the Lord came to Jonah a second time, saying, “Get up, go to Nineveh, that great city, and proclaim to it the message that I tell you.” So Jonah set out and went to Nineveh, according to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was an exceedingly large city, a three days’ walk across. Jonah began to go into the city, going a day’s walk. And he cried out, “Forty days more, and Nineveh shall be overthrown!”
 
And the people of Nineveh believed God; they proclaimed a fast, and everyone, great and small, put on sackcloth. When the news reached the king of Nineveh, he rose from his throne, removed his robe, covered himself with sackcloth, and sat in ashes. Then he had a proclamation made in Nineveh: “By the decree of the king and his nobles: No human being or animal, no herd or flock, shall taste anything. They shall not feed, nor shall they drink water. Human beings and animals shall be covered with sackcloth, and they shall cry mightily to God. All shall turn from their evil ways and from the violence that is in their hands. Who knows? God may relent and change his mind; he may turn from his fierce anger, so that we do not perish.” When God saw what they did, how they turned from their evil ways, God changed his mind about the calamity that he had said he would bring upon them; and he did not do it.
 
 
Have you ever noticed that there are lots of folks in the world who claim to speak for God?  And have you ever noticed that so many of these so-called divine messages are in direct contradiction with one another?  And so, you have to wonder: who’s really speaking?  Is it God or just the voices in our heads?   
 
Those are actually important questions, because the Bible of full of stories of a God who does speak.  “In the beginning,” Genesis reports, “God said, “Let there be light” and there was light.”  The Gospel of John opens like this: “In the beginning was the Word.  And the Word was with God and the Word was God.”  So, God and words are inextricably linked together.  And the Word of the Lord, given but then retracted, plays a major role in the ancient story we just heard.   
 
Once upon a time, there was a man named Jonah.  And one day, the word of the Lord came to him and told him to go to Nineveh (which is modern day Mosul).  In this great Assyrian city, Jonah was to announce the imminent judgment of God and to call the people to repent.  But Jonah wasn’t too keen on the message or the recipients of the message, and so he ran away.  He boarded a ship bound for Tarshish, in what is today southern Spain – about 750 miles in the opposite direction.  
 
Well, this ship got caught in an awful storm.  And so, in an act of desperation, the sailors dumped the cargo into the Mediterranean Sea, hoping to keep the old vessel from sinking.  But it didn’t work.  And Jonah, seeing a direct connection between his disobedience and the raging storm, admitted to the crew that he was running away from the word of the Lord.  And he told them that if they would just throw him into the sea, as a kind of sacrifice, then all would be well and God’s anger would be assuaged.  
 
Rather reluctantly, the sailors obliged and tossed old Jonah into the sea.  And sure enough when they did, the storm calmed.  And sure enough, when they did, a giant fish swallowed Jonah alive.  And so it was, in the belly of this great fish for three days and nights, that Jonah had a lot time to reconsider what it means to not only hear but to obey the Word of the Lord.  And having learned his lesson, the fish threw him up on the beach.  Duly chastened, Jonah set off to Nineveh.
 
Now you might wonder why was Jonah so reluctant to begin with.  Well, in order to understand that, you have to consider the strangeness of God’s command, at least for Jonah’s ears.  You see, in the Bible, the word of the Lord is almost always directed to or about the Jewish people.  But this prophecy was directed at a bunch of pagans.  And the Ninevites weren’t just any pagans.  The Assyrians were the mortal enemies of the Jews.  Assyria had destroyed the northern kingdom of Israel and held the southern kingdom of Judah as a vassal for almost a hundred years.  
 
So, why should the God of Israel warn the Assyrians of anything?  They were just getting what they deserved.  It would be like asking us if we would go talk to members of a terrorist cell and tell them to change their ways.
 
But apparently, that fish belly has been transformative.  And so, Jonah went to Nineveh, a city so large that it took three days to walk across it.  Jonah walked for one day, stopped and then delivered an eight-word message: “Forty days more and Nineveh shall be overthrown.”  Well, it wasn’t exactly an eloquent sermon, but it worked.  And lo and behold, the people believed the Word of the Lord and repented of their evil with fasting.   Everyone from the king to the animals didn’t take a bite of food and wore sackcloth to show how sorry they were.  
 
And so it was that when God saw the people’s response, God changed his mind.  In the King James’ version it reads, rather shockingly: “God repented.”  And this divine repentance made Jonah furious, especially after three days in a fish belly!  The book of Jonah reports that God’s change of heart was “… evil to Jonah, a great evil, and his anger burned.”  And then, in that fine old biblical tradition, Jonah told God off, saying: “… I knew you were a gracious God, and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and ready to relent from punishing.”  Imagine that.  Jonah was actually angry at God for being merciful.  
 
Now, maybe that sounds outrageous until you realize that 2500 years after the book of Jonah was likely composed, many of God’s people still think and act like Jonah did.  They want an angry and vengeful God... for others.  The so-called Christian talking heads of cable news and internet platforms are some of the angriest people around: angry about the loss of their version of morality or their sense of dominance or their ability to control others.  Forget love, joy, and peace as the fruit of the Spirit.  Forget Jesus telling us not to judge.  Instead, these folks wear their self-righteous indignation like a shiny medal.  They delight in quoting biblical passages about the judgment of God, without ever imagining that they too might be the recipients of such judgment.  And these folks never ever consider that God, in love and mercy, might actually change God’s mind.  
 
Which brings me back to where we started: how can we know if the voice we hear is God’s voice or our own?  There are no easy answers to that, but here’s a good guide I once heard from a wise person: “If your God hates the same people you do, then that would be your voice speaking.”  
 
And here is something else I’ve learned that helps me identify the word of the Lord amongst so many competing messages: when God speaks, God’s word will more often than not challenge our comfortable ways of thinking.  The word of the Lord will often bend us away from narrowness and pride and toward a generosity of spirit that might even feel a little heretical sometimes.
 
This past Friday, I marked the twelfth anniversary of the death of my friend, Bryant.  He had been diagnosed with acute leukemia.  And, for whatever reasons, had decided to forgo treatment.  His decline was exceedingly fast.  One day, another friend of his called and told me that if I wanted to see him alive, I needed to come right away.  When I got there, he was alive, but unconscious.  Still, I sat by his bed, and held his hand, and spoke kindly to him, hoping he could hear me.  
 
Now my friend was not at all religious.  In fact, if the mood was right, Bryant would tell you plainly that he was an atheist.  He hadn’t always been.  He had been raised in church, but people who claimed to speak the word of the Lord at that church had hurt him very deeply.  And he had no use for any of this.  
 
So, I said my goodbyes to my friend, but I was not done talking.  I needed to talk to God.  And so, I went to St. Malachy’s Church in midtown Manhattan, just around the corner from Bryant’s apartment.  I found a quiet place to pray, toward the front and over on the left side.  And I prayed for my friend.  But as I did, I was aware of some old messages that still played in my head about God’s judgment against non-believers.  And I was suddenly doubtful and afraid and feeling guilty.  Should I have said more to him over the years?  Had I somehow failed him, now that the end of his life was here?  It was a very dark moment for me.  
 
But then I looked up and noticed what I had not seen when I first sat down.  There, in front of me, was a gorgeous mosaic of a Jesus with a very kind face.  With one hand he beckoned the viewer and with the other hand his pointed to his heart.  And as I gazed upon that image, these words suddenly filled my mind: “There is room enough in my heart for everyone.”
 
Now, could that voice just have been my own wishful thinking?  Perhaps.  Or perhaps it was the voice of the One who looks upon us all, saint and sinner, faithful and doubting, damaged and afraid – and sees us with deep understanding, and great mercy, and boundless love.  Perhaps it was the voice of that One who once looked down on a great city, and saw the people, and changed his mind.  
 


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​THE PHYSICALITY OF WONDER

1/14/2024

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Epiphany Sunday, January 7, 2024
First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
 
 
Matthew 2:1-12
 
In the time of King Herod, after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea, wise men from the East came to Jerusalem, asking, “Where is the child who has been born king of the Jews? For we observed his star at its rising, and have come to pay him homage.” When King Herod heard this, he was frightened, and all Jerusalem with him; and calling together all the chief priests and scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Messiah was to be born. They told him, “In Bethlehem of Judea; for so it has been written by the prophet: ‘And you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah; for from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel.’” Then Herod secretly called for the wise men and learned from them the exact time when the star had appeared. Then he sent them to Bethlehem, saying, “Go and search diligently for the child; and when you have found him, bring me word so that I may also go and pay him homage.”
 
When they had heard the king, they set out; and there, ahead of them, went the star that they had seen at its rising, until it stopped over the place where the child was. When they saw that the star had stopped, they were overwhelmed with joy. On entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother; and they knelt down and paid him homage. Then, opening their treasure chests, they offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they left for their own country by another road.
 
 
As you know, I have retreated to an Episcopal Monastery in upstate New York for many years now.  At this point, that place is so familiar to me that I almost feel at home there.  Almost, but not quite.  That “almost” qualifier comes from the simple fact that… I am not an Episcopalian, while almost everyone else on retreat there is.   And that difference in identity is never more obvious than at a particular time in the worship services in the chapel.  
 
The very first time I ever worshipped there, I was completely lost.  I couldn’t follow along in the worship book.  I never knew when to stand or if I should chant along with the monks.  But, over time, I learned to fake it.  I became a reasonable facsimile of an Episcopalian!   Until, of course, the service ends and it’s time to exit the room.  That’s when the jig is up and I stick out like a Congregationalist sore thumb! --Because those Episcopalians know how to reverence an altar!  They will not leave the room until they have paid homage to that sacred space.  Some of them simply nod.  Others take a deep bow, from the waist.  And still others will kneel and cross themselves before they exit.  
 
Now, if I wanted to, I could do that too.  I’ve watched them for years now.  Would it kill me, I think, to at least nod at Jesus on my way out?  But I don’t - even though there have been moments when I really wanted to.  But my thoughts and my tradition and my inhibitions and my self-consciousness get in the way.  My brain gets in the way of my body.
 
I bet I’m not alone here.  I suspect that more often than not, your thoughts and traditions and inhibitions and self-consciousness get in the way of a human body that longs to delight in what is delightful.  Oh, we might cut loose at concerts and ballgames, but worship… well, let’s just say there’s a reason others refer to us Congregationalists as the “frozen chosen.”  
 
And yet, the Bible is full of stories of people physically overcome by the glory of God.  When God appears, really appears, we humans shake and tremble and dance and sing and fall down on our faces.  
 
Today we celebrate Epiphany, a word with a Greek root meaning “appearance” or “manifestation.”  Epiphany is all about that first manifestation of Jesus Christ to the wider Gentile world.
 
The Gospel of Matthew reports that some time after Jesus had been born, Wise Men from the East came seeking the one they called “the King of the Jews.”  These wise ones, from Persia or modern-day Iran, were likely Zoroastrian priests, who studied the stars for the signs of the times.  And they had seen a star rise that signified a royal birth, somewhere out west.  And so, they set out on a journey to find this toddler King of the Jews and to pay him homage.  
 
Now for us to call Jesus the King of the Jews is a theological statement.  We understand it through centuries and layers of tradition and Christian theology.  But for the Wise Men, who practiced another religion, it was simply a political statement.  They likely had no idea about the ancient prophecies of the Jewish people.  They just knew that a royal star had appeared.  
 
When they finally arrived in Jerusalem, they asked where the new king was.  Well, as you can imagine, this upset the old king, who wasn’t dead yet!  So, King Herod had these troublesome strangers brought to the palace, where he feigned his own interest in learning the identity of the One who was to take his place.  He consulted with his own holy men as to where this child might be.  “In Bethlehem,” they told him, “For so it has been written by the prophets.”  And so, he sent the Wise Ones on their way, making them promise to come back and tell him where this child was so that he too could pay him homage.  You might remember that Herod’s idea of homage was the sharp end of a sword for hundreds of innocent baby boys. 
 
So, the Wise Men set out to Bethlehem.  And lo and behold, the same star that guided them before, guided them again, until it came to rest over a house, not a manger, where the royal child was.
 
And then, the most amazing thing happened before the Wise Men ever met the Christ Child.  Mary opened the door.  Even though Joseph seems to not be present, she opened the door.  -- She could have been, perhaps, should have been cautious with strangers, dressed in strange clothes and speaking a strange language and practicing a strange religion, but instead Mary opened the door to those who were so different from her.  And in doing so, the glory of God was revealed.  Open doors always reveal the glory of God.  
 
So, Mary let them in.  And what happened next was really odd, once you strip away all the Christmas sentimentality.  The King James Version of the Bible says that when the Wise Men saw the child, they “fell down and worshiped him.”  Our more modern New Revised Standard Version tones it down a bit and says simply that they “knelt down and paid him homage.”  But no matter how you translate it, you’re still left with this odd scene of respected scholars, visiting dignitaries prostrate before a peasant toddler.  And you have to wonder: what caused such a reaction?  
 
Well, we don’t know exactly.  Matthew doesn’t give us any details about what they saw.  We will never know what they said.  We cannot know what they felt.   All we can know is what they did, or perhaps what was done to them, when their bodies experienced the glory of God.  It brought them down to the ground.  
 
You know, until this year, I had never thought about that before.  Instead, every year when we get to Epiphany, I get too lost in my thoughts about who these strangers were and what kind of religion they practiced and what kinds of gifts they brought to ever consider what happened to their bodies.  
 
The physicality of wonder.  When is the last time you felt that?  When is the last time you were brought down to the ground by something so wonderful that your body could not stand it?  What did that experience look like and feel like?   How did that experience of wonder change you?
 
There are no right or wrong ways to experience wonder.  The physicality of wonder is as individual as we are.  We don’t have to prostrate ourselves like the Wise Men.  We don’t have to raise our hands like the Pentecostals.  We don’t have to reverence the altar like the Episcopalians.  The 13th century Sufi mystic and poeet, Rumi, once said: “There are a thousand ways to kneel and touch the ground.”  
 
Maybe for you, it’s actually kneeling to pray, with your knees grounded to Mother Earth.  Or maybe it’s standing in the tide and feeling of your feet being pulled by an endless ocean.  Or maybe it’s your fingertip on a flower petal or letting your eyes linger on that marvel we call a bumble bee.  Maybe it’s feeling the wind caress your face or the damp mystery of your hands in the soil.  Or maybe it’s walking down these aisles and letting the bread of heaven and the cup of salvation linger on your tongue. 
 
“There are a thousand ways to kneel and touch the ground.”  There are a thousand ways to experience the glory of God.
 
 
 
 


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