First Congregational Church of Cheshire
© the Rev. Dr. James Campbell
John 6:1-21
After this Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called the Sea of Tiberias. A large crowd kept following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. Jesus went up the mountain and sat down there with his disciples. Now the Passover, the festival of the Jews, was near. When he looked up and saw a large crowd coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread for these people to eat?” He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he was going to do. Philip answered him, “Six months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little.” One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many people?” Jesus said, “Make the people sit down.” Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down, about five thousand in all. Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. When they were satisfied, he told his disciples, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost.” So they gathered them up, and from the fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten, they filled twelve baskets. When the people saw the sign that he had done, they began to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.”
When Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself. When evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, got into a boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. But he said to them, “It is I; do not be afraid.” Then they wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the land toward which they were going.
Her name was Andromeda, but she pronounced it “Andromeeda.” And Andromeda, the mother of my seminary roommate, was a character as unique as her name. To say that she was a free spirit would be a vast understatement.
Andromeda was a transient of sorts. She would spend a few months at the family’s rambling home in Western Pennsylvania and then one day would simply announce that she was leaving to go out west. She would never say for how long. Then, she would pack her belongings into large garbage bags, board a Greyhound bus, and disappear into the sunset.
Andromeda had never had a lot of money. She grew up during the Depression and her adulthood didn’t really change her lot that much. She was widowed early and raised her seven children mostly on her own. And that kind of life had taught her to stretch a dollar better than anyone I have ever known.
Her dollar-stretching ability was on full display whenever she decided to cook. Mostly, Andromeda made casseroles. And for Andy, everything was a potential casserole ingredient because every scrap of food was precious. She would mix breakfast leftovers with dinner leftovers with Chinese leftovers with the crumbs of a potato chip bag. She would season these odd combinations very generously to mask the chaos, and then, she topped it all with cheese, because, you know, melted cheese can fix anything!
And with that kind of creativity and ingenuity and determination, she fed her brood. She fed me whenever I visited. And, you know, it wasn’t half bad!
And God is like Andromeda – gathering up all that is leftover, so that nothing may be lost.
Now, if you have listened to me long enough, then you already know that I have an interest in the idea of God as mother. My benedictions almost always end with the phrase: “one God, mother of the whole creation.” And perhaps you have wondered about that. Maybe it strikes you as new-fangled or overly politically correct. But that’s not my point. Instead, I am trying to lift up an idea that is found in Scripture, but has been mostly ignored in the history of the church. And some theologians would not say that it has been purposefully obscured by translators who found the idea too radical.
Here’s an example: one of the Hebrew names of God is El Shaddai. It is most commonly translated for us as “Almighty God.” But that is not the full translation of those two words. El does indeed mean “Almighty God.” But “shad” in Hebrew often means breast. And Shaddai means many breasts. So, then, El Shaddai literally means the Almighty Many-Breasted God, although you won’t read that in any of our English translation. And that’s a shame, I think, because we miss out on that beautiful image of a God who suckles and nurtures and feeds us all. And we miss out on a powerful illustration of the way that women also fully reflect the image of God.
Jesus too spoke of the Divine feminine. He said that he himself longed to gather the people of Jerusalem as a hen gathers her chicks. He said that God is like a woman who searches diligently for a lost coin, sweeping her whole house, until she finds it. Throughout Scripture, in both the Old and New Testaments, God is variously described as a compassionate mother, a midwife, a woman in labor.
And then, of course, there are the subtler indications of a God who mothers us, like today’s Gospel lesson.
The story is the feeding of the 5000. This is one of the most well-known miracle stories of the New Testament. And it is the one that is reported in all four Gospels. In fact, it’s told a total of six times because some Gospels have two iterations of it. So, obviously, this was an important story for the early church.
Its most obvious theological connection is to the Lord’s Supper. John makes a point of telling us that this event took place near the Festival of the Passover, which is a feast. And it was during Passover that Jesus had his Last Supper. So, food is at the center of this story. And on this day, just like at the Last Supper, Jesus took bread, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to the people.
This event is variously understood by the followers of Jesus. Some of us simply accept it at face value. Afterall, the one who turned water into wine and healed the sick and raised the dead would have no trouble multiplying bread and fish to feed the multitude. For others, they see another kind of miracle here. They say that once the little boy shared his food, everyone else in the crowd was shamed into sharing their own food, which they had hidden in their cloaks and bags. And when everyone followed their best impulses and shared what they had, there was more than enough for everyone. And that’s a miracle any way you slice it.
But there are other profound messages in this passage. And food is at the center of those too.
The story begins with Jesus and friends escaping the crowds. They had gotten into a boat and sailed to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. And then they climbed a mountain to finally be able to breathe. But the crowds simply walked or ran around the perimeter of the lake. And Jesus, from his mountaintop perch, saw them all coming.
Now, I’m just going to be honest here. If after I had gone to all that effort to get away and to rest, and then I looked up and saw that my boundaries were not being respected, let’s just say, I wouldn’t be happy. And maybe Jesus sighed a little too. But then, like any good mom, he wondered: what are we going to feed them? In fact, according to John, that was his first thought. And then, like any good mom (or dad), he got busy in the kitchen of the world, gathering up whatever he could find and blessing it and making it enough.
He’s never stopped doing that, you know. Jesus feeds us all with all kinds of common things that don’t look like a whole lot on their own. They almost never look like enough in the moment of need. But we look back on the times of trouble, and see that we were fed and sustained by the very bread of heaven.
And then the feast was over, but the work wasn’t done. Jesus was concerned with the clean-up and what was going to happen to the leftovers. Because they were not going in the garbage. They were not going in a landfill. They were going to be repurposed because they too were precious. Jesus said it like this: “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost.”
I sometimes use this passage at funerals. Because funerals are all about what we have lost. We say of the deceased: “We lost her.” “We lost him.” And that is true. From us, they are gone. But what might be true for us in that moment, is never ever true for God. God is like that woman who sweeps her house searching for the lost coin until she finds it. God is like Jesus, gathering up all the leftovers so that nothing may be lost. God is like Andromeda, fashioning something new from the bits and pieces and rubbish of our dreams, our hopes, our youth, our health, our bodies, our promise, our passions.
Nothing is ever truly lost. Nothing is ever wasted. And everything can be made into something new. Including you. Including me.